.::Ann's Mischief::.beauty always comes with dark thoughts...::.

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morbidwritings

(September 30, 2003-)
+18:28]*

TURN UP THE SPEAKERS PLEASE..!!! NUMB,LINKIN PARK IS BEING PLAYED...

today was a (toot!) day full of scoldings from mdm wee and mrs chan seh...everytime the same old thing "2/9 does n't mean that u r the last class u can't do well" hiax.."your behavior is getting bad to worse"

oral reading...like wat like that....mdm wee took me...i was the only one in the library who was sitting at one table like a dumbass...! everyone was looking and giving comments...got converse talking to me..yipee! at last we r not fighting.....(i hope so lah) ted guy also talked to me....haha

fairuz plz understand my situation dun anyhow angri wif me ok? Also those who r reading my blog....hope u like the music...

Today's quote.::the road to construction is always under construction::.

countess S.K Ann....
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(September 29, 2003-)
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Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low (kelly clarkson,low)

this is the song wif all meaning....today i saw cldye wif his specs for like the third time...fairuz said he looked like kiasu...i dun tink so lah...i tink he looks like a professer..

anyway i told anusha abt this..so when we both looked at cldye wif his specs and laughed he immediately took them out...so ya...u noe i realli panicking seh the exams coming....looking at the maths paper for part 2 last year has given me a headache....haix

anyway fz u still have not given me the code for the thing, i waiting ok? hurry man!

My Quote:::there's an light at the end of every tunnel....:::

countess S.K Ann....
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(September 26, 2003-)
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so yeah..today was the tamil thingy....fortunately lucky someone never cum...but kiasu came....he talked in a debate title on how ten cents can be use flu to you...

guess wat..i tell u hu sing ok? the guy i hate the most from 2/4 (haha..fz u noe hu rite!) also fat guy from converse class also sang..whoah his voice damn shiok man! i was like shocked and memerized by his voice.....ok lah i cut crap. and ya almost forgot vinoth's singing was the best in whole sec 2...coz he was singing and giving sound effects through the song....haha

hmm...tom i wonder got soccer seh...if got i die liao...cross my fingers n pray to die..

countess S.K Ann....
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(September 24, 2003-)
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today...is a great day..hiya..fed up lah muz stay back on fri for the tamil thingy...;(
but then can hear vinoth singing n can laugh at it..haha..muz be prepared for the glass to shatter....(grinning)

half way to complete dnt..guys, tom got geog make up lesson so dun forget to bring books ar? wow..fz i see my name in your blog ar...u trying to get into trouble izzit...

yesterday...drama club muz act like mourning pple for funeral...which every 2/9 student found it xtremely boring...alrite then....nothing more to say liao..bye

countess S.K Ann....
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(September 22, 2003-)
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haix...converse n fz met three times for goodness sake!! today he gave this flower(rose lah..to be more exact) to fz..which was quite rotten at it's sides...(look i'm not jealous) So yah..continuing she was actually..hugging the flower..! pathetic!

then after sch...converse outside the class..actually..spitted to the 1st story wif his saliva dripping..Yucks..GROSS!!!.. next meeting came after sch..where he was wearing a tight shorts and a sleeved shirt...(an awful sight)

ya..so u noe...the same old..things except..fz leaving me at the bus stop..wif converse...wat a friend! hiax..can't blame her lah...she's like that...a midnight baby..(i'm sure u noe wat i mean fz..they are unpredictable)

Todae's song from..evanescence..(my fav)
these wounds won't seem to heal,this pain is just too real,there's just too much that time cannot erase.....

countess S.K Ann....
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(September 19, 2003-)
+19:33]*

today..i at last talked to ted guy..whoah..he looked so damn cute sai...! alright now, i decided i could not take stuff on people calling me a spy...so i made sure i had to make things rite.....

fz n i shouted for ted guy..since fz voice louder he heard it lah...then he came..he looked so cute wif his adidas bag...then i asked.."hey...u like fairuz ar?" He said 'no lah!" Then fairuz pushing my face...he was like looking weirdly at that part...

yup..cont* 'e' conversation...then i asked "u called me a spy huh?" He was like his expression changed "he said no lah...then he asked hu tell u 1?"

i said"vasanthan lah" wat he said next was shocking..damn shocking! After that...he was chased away..by Miss lim...haix..if onli he stayed longer..! (signs again) Later he came back after recess he was smiling at me..i was asked "wat?" then his friends including ted starting pointing saying 'that gal ar?'..

All this while...i thinking abt fairuz....coz they may be pointing at her lah...Then came clyde.wif his squeaky shoes....and chewing gum...(bad for teeth man! so wat his teeth spoil as if i care!)

Ok lah..cutting the crap...u noe something he sleeps like a hamster...haha u can at that one..wif fz n him xchanging glances..i more jealous man! todae i never see kiasu...hiya i was hoping to see....

countess S.K Ann....
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(September 18, 2003-)
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todae..a lot happened starting off wif..the cold stares exchanged between me n clyde....also when he kept walking past the dnt workshop..wif fz running off everytime..i felt jealous..man!

later...fz, sapphire, me and his friends all of us went home together....it was so like wat...wif fairuz wishing that she could see vasan..better not cont*

alreadi..thats' all now

countess S.K Ann....
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(September 17, 2003-)
+16:25]*

whoah...hot man!-

everyday i get hot details on clyde..hmmm...can't u believe it "i like u..."? that has left me pondering..abt kappa n clyde....anyway fz u reading now? coz u noe i dun care wat u think...(coz i now open..)

ok enough abt this open thingy...coz nowadays when i see kiasu..i juz feel like an idiot..todae morning he had to delibrately walk past me to get to art room..i was like "hello u got no other place to walk ar?" but i never say lah...(",) After tat, when everyone has settled down..came fairuz running with her kappa bag in between her.....(censored) she looked so dumb man! i was laughing like hell....(still laughing now..haha)

anyway.....hope u guys like my blog..if yes..at least leave your comment on the side "say wat u wanna say" ...coz in this way...u not happy on sum things i can correct...alright now..gtg

countess S.K Ann....
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(September 16, 2003-)
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shattered.......-

everyday....fz shatters my day..first was the calling,then the meeting,talking and now the chatting on internet.....

sorry has no cure....alright i shall cut this crap!....i noe i'm an idiot alwayz up to no good..
but it's ok...coz u don't have friends!!! like me..got an hair cut today..i dunno how everybody's reaction gonna be tomorrow...! but one clue..it's damn..damn...short...
(toot!) auntie cut till dunno like wat....

rite now, fz is chatting clyde...i noe she is offline coz she has blocked me on being a irritant between she n clyde.....aren't betraying sapphire....???

like a said i talking crap herrree!! oh gosh! clyde born on wat?? i dun care coz next year i hope he dies on his birthday....fairuz u seem so happie wif guys surrounded by u....i jealous man! i admit it...but hu cares!(actually i care lah but it's ok....) coz read my today's qoute and find out:

I've learnt that your life can change in a matter of mintues by some people who don't even know you

countess S.K Ann....
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(September 15, 2003-)
+16:14]*

a new day has come...-

sch was ok today... nothing much happened. accept taking of photo graphs and all...found out all the hot n juicy details abt converse...on the gf to private things...
obivously converse is an open guy wif lotz to tell....and also a veri dumb guy...

this week hope i dun get sick..coz yee teng has a terrible flu n i'm sitting beside her...
also many of my teachers won't be at school on three continuous days.. hmmm.. looking forward to those days...hehe...

now...i'm feeling back to myself after the months of converse..and ted guy's saga...
finally it has an end..hope this (toot!) matter does not cum up again....anyway rite now..hungri already lor..so gtg already...

countess S.K Ann....
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(September 11, 2003-)
+19:17]*

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

i am in love wif this song.....;p

today is the campfire..i wish i was there....lucky uniform group pple...so wat? i can have equal fun at home too...:(
today morning i woke up to read the email sent by fz...very depressing..so much have happened and yet....u as close friend could not tell me...
and u go on saying that i m not telling the truth to u...? huh?
i bet u can't answer this question..it's ok...

countess S.K Ann....
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(September 10, 2003-)
+21:59]*

in a bad shape-

It doesn't really matter
Sometimes we run for cover
I'm always on the outside
You never seem to wonder
How much you make me suffer
I speak it from the inside

sad song for this depressing day.....;(

fz, noe abt this converse thingy has been driving me crazy u noe...hope u explain things to me....coz i dun noe wat's gonna happened to our friendship if u dun...gd luck to everyone going for the campfire tomorrow...tonite gonna stay and mourn for the september 11th pple and for myself {sniff,sniff} i wish i could go for the campfire at least to wash away my sorrows..

can't believe some1 called me a spy...{wat do u mean by a spy???} i did not see u in a toliet or wat...can't believe u anyhow call me a spy! for goodness sake...(angry) i feel like crying! juz heard life's got cold...haix

realli feel that this song is made espcially for me...coz all of a sudden news has made my life becum cold...

countess S.K Ann....
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(September 09, 2003-)
+15:19]*

guess wat?-

i m beginning to like all songs that hav life in them for ex: bring me to life, life's got cold, it's my life n there's got to b more to life....sounds weird rite...?

anyway chatting wif money...told him my problem..he 's not respoding..waiting like a dumb ---....At last! he answers asking to play checkers..(dun know how to play) but it's ok...u muz give everything a try rite....

thanx for your compliments on my blog,fz real happie abt it...hope u n converse having a great time talking to each other...(haha..) anyway gtg already....but leaving you with today quote;

I've learnt tat no matter how good a friend is..they're going to hurt you once in a while and u muz forgive them for tat...
(meaning ful rite)

countess S.K Ann....
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(September 08, 2003-)
+16:07]*

Numb....dumb???-

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you (numb,linkin park)

A great song....

me feeling so bored at home....got a heart attack in afternoon while reading fz's blog....wa liao someone like converse now ah....it's ok fz, u can have him..i won't create any barrier beteen u too...(haha:P) i 'm seriuos man not joking at all....dun try to write your objection on your blog coz i dun wish to read or see it.....

anyway got to go...hear the radio 98.7fm tonite i 'm dedicating a song..life's got cold...my fav song

countess S.K Ann....
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(September 04, 2003-)
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a day that ended bitterly-

wat do i mean??? of course seeing converse n fairuz talk made me angry so i was scolding fairuz...she on the other hand got upset and started shouting like a (toot!) and beating me.....(not even my mom has beat me so hard) anyway we are fine now...wanna say sorry coz u noe like i told one day this "thing" may affect our friendship.... i saw third guy at the bus, he as usual said hi....(watever!)

wat was funny is tat..going to 3/3 n 3/4..entering 3/3 the teacher said "kiasu" please answer this question....i and fairuz were laughing our heads off.....(haha)

countess S.K Ann....
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+15:40]*

and so the saga continues.....-

i' m all alone and finally i'm getting stronger.....
i'll make it through the rainy days....
i'll be the one who stands here longer than
e rest! ~stronger,sugababes~

love this song veri interesting...n meaningful..

haix...not gonna talk abt ted guy..he has made me and fairuz sick enough...(he likes u,fairuz, not deny it ok?) anyway dun noe how to see dumb(toot!) kiasu guy tomorrow...today i was in the same bus as sapphire..n kiasu...whose friends kept looking at me weirdly at the bus stop(includes garnet too..) guess wat? i happened to see converse just opposite the bus stop walking wif his friend...(not excited at all..)

waiting for tom where can see kiasu..mayb he may talk to me..hu knows??

countess S.K Ann....
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(September 03, 2003-)
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a fine day...-

on the go....i lost my soul to
some forgotten dream..
and how was i supposed to
noe it wasn't what it seemed...
dun believe in romeos and heros anymore....my life's got cold

hiax..veri meaningful song....today AM and sapphaire said hi to me...haha (fairuz jealous).
today ted guy said bye to me....(dead expression) i no choice said hi back.....can believe i have no guts to ask him about the converse conversation.....(coward lah, i admit ok?) then we took the same bus and when it was my stop....he thought was not getting down so he can sit beside me..tough luck man! anyway....fairuz dun get jealous of me on my results coz u scored better than me ok???

countess S.K Ann....
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(September 02, 2003-)
+15:18]*

In a dilemma...:#-

u can say that again...the incidents which happened today...have made me so sick! Firstly,ted guy saying hi to nike...fairuz was sure betrayed as she thought converse had betrayed her..but no! the fact is converse likes her...in the end...it's all turns out differently....haix..dun noe wat to tell liao...i feel the world has crashed down on me...realli envy u sai...got so many guys after you huh? but like they say life goes on....REMEMBER, when the going gets tough,the tough gets going......;P

countess S.K Ann....
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(September 01, 2003-)
+09:03]*

in total boredom..:(-

I' ve got it all but i feel so deprived
I go up, i come down and i'm emptier inside
Tell me wat is this thing that i feel like i'm missing
and why can't i let it go....(there's gotta be more to life!)

that's true for anyone's case for no one has everything so they are always wishing for more......ex: me lah(so proud!)

feel so bored can't wait for sch to open.....haix. today watched "i not stupid"...wa..liao, so sad n funny..man! These weekends hav been passing so damn fast.....(goodness). That means school gonna come to it's end of term 3....:X

countess S.K Ann....
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